29 May 2010 @ 07:31 pm
Oh, Erika! wwwww  
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"If reality and fiction are equal, then any reality you don't need can just be called delusion."

"But sometimes, the reality you thought you'd gotten rid of, returns in a warped way."

"Reality is a pain. Fed up with it, we decided to remake the world. Make walls, divide things into trash and things we care about, leave what we loved inside and kick the rest outside. And when we tried it, it really worked! You can make a world out of nothing but moe and tsundere and BL! It was an amazing discovery! That's the one good way to distinguish between reality and fiction."

- Karisawa Erika; Durarara!! [Anime - Episode 20]
 
 
Mood: hungryhungry
 
 
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Kimmie: drrr ! izaya[B/W][info]kaostic on June 1st, 2010 03:26 pm (UTC)
Thank you for your comment! (^__^)
I'm not sure if you have watch/read Durarara!! but what Erika had said was actually directed at Kida (though that whole 'making a world out of BL' part is her dream. haha). ^^;
And no worries on commenting at all~
I am always happy to hear from people! ♥
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Kimmie: deathNOTE ! [mello-inthisSiLENCE][info]kaostic on June 2nd, 2010 12:27 pm (UTC)
Ah... You don't come across as rude and so there's no need for apologies, really. ;; I don't suppose I know you personally or have ever spoken to you before prior to this interaction. How'd you came upon my journal, if you don't mind me asking?

And BL... it means "Boys Love". I'm not a general BL fan but for most of the fandoms I'm in, I happen to like a pairing or two [biggest devotion would be for Mello/Near from Death Note]. I'm sorry if it offends you (seems like you are not a anime/manga fan since you don't know that term) but it's just a personal preference thing. ;u;

So yup, just feel free to talk to me~ I don't criticize or judge people randomly. ^^ As for what this world means, I'm not sure of that myself neither. I have a rather pessimistic take on it but I do want everyone else to be positive and satisfied with what they have. Since it's really about people living and making this world work, and not vice-versa. And I will leave you with this quote from Durarara!! by Celty: "Because the world isn't as cruel as you take it to be."
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Kimmie: random ! [carouselANDCHiLDHOODdream][info]kaostic on June 2nd, 2010 05:49 pm (UTC)
Two songs that speak of people and lives in general... I see. I have a really diverse interests besides anime/manga though. (^__^) And you are right, actually. It has been a while since I met someone who has a completely different interest/path and I am actually finding this conversation really pleasant. To be honest, I don't normally reply to anonymous comments in length. But you seems really nice. (^__^) I took the time to search for that poem and it didn't quite click with me - probably it's a bit too deep for me to understand. ;; But it's kinda sad, it seems. I did came upon another of Seamus's poem called Exposure and I love it. He painted quite a vivid image with his poetry~ Thank you for introducing me to his works!

Well, I am glad that it seems you have cut down on your apologies! (^__~) And you mentioned you have a friend who's in amman... What is that? Anyway, I hope it's not dangerous or bad. ;; And music has a strong effect on me as well! It is basically my life and I cannot ever live without it. It has brought me joy, sadness, inspiration and even people who eventually became my friends - no matter where we are. Like the suituation we are in now. I am actually surprised that it was the videos I had posted on Youtube that lead you here. (^__^)

Hmm... I'm not sure what else to ask though. I'm more of a listener for most of the time and comment accordingly from there. And our interaction so far has been really pleasant and relaxing, so I am looking forward to hear from you. Sometimes, my reply will be slow but, eventually, I will try my best to reply. ^^
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Kimmie: random ! [carouselANDCHiLDHOODdream][info]kaostic on June 3rd, 2010 11:34 pm (UTC)
I don't feel burdened at all and there is no need for you to think of anything interesting to say. (^_^) Just feel free to write whatever comes to your mind~ Though, I must admit... I find your English a bit hard to understand. And I don't mean that as an offense! My English isn't very good either. Just hope that you know so that if I said anything wrong, you wouldn't be offended. ^^;

And as I had said before, I am enjoying this wonderful interaction with you so whatever that had brought you here to my journal, I am really grateful for that as well!

Well, I look forward to hear from you soon then! You take care and have a great day, wherever you are! (^__^)
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Kimmie: random ! [whiteFLOWER][info]kaostic on June 5th, 2010 01:53 am (UTC)
Everything I had said are nothing but the truth. And up to the last reply, I am taking our conversation as a casual and random kind of interaction. I can tell you that I most definitely cannot handle extreme serious matter, especially with a stranger. Because I have no idea what will happen or come out of what I have to say. ;;

It doesn't matter if you are going to post a really long or short post. I don't always have the right thing to contribute, and occasionally, the appropriate response doesn't require length. A few words can be as effective as well. (^__^) And no worries on sounding serious. Now that you have explained yourself, I shall take note of it!

If ever I did misconstrue your purpose, please do not be upset. It will help if you could explain, if you feel like it. Honestly, I am trying my best to understand you! Though, I am not really trying to be interesting... Funny that you think I am. XD;;

Well... Since you want me to pitch in something... What field are you working in or are you still studying? You don't need to answer it if you don't want to or you can choose to give a general answer that doesn't essentially lead directly to the actual field. I guess it helps to know a bit of who I am interacting with. Also, perhaps a pseudonym or pen name to address you by would be good as well! ^^
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Kimmie: random ! [whiteFLOWER][info]kaostic on June 5th, 2010 05:14 am (UTC)
...I didn't think you were being harsh. It's fine that you don't wish to reveal about your field of expertise and I think you misunderstood. I am not trying to find out about your life... ;; It's just a normal question regarding your job. It doesn't even link to your life, in general. I mean, you were the one who wanted me to pitch in something in regards to this interaction. But it's okay, I will not ask anything personal again. (^__^)

Actually, are you using a translator program to read my comment? Because I think you are misunderstanding quite a bit... ;;

And why smite thee? <--- When did I do that? O__o;
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Kimmie: drrr ! izaya[orz][info]kaostic on June 5th, 2010 06:15 am (UTC)
Good to know I am understandable to you... But I really think that I am the one getting seriously flummoxed. It may be due to the English that you are using or it's just me being really bad at understanding...

The ;; quotes I am using is a kind expression but you can ignore that. I will not use it again in my interaction with you.
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Kimmie: random ! [whiteFLOWER][info]kaostic on June 5th, 2010 09:37 am (UTC)
Ah, I'm not upset... Just confused and trying really hard to make sense of what you are saying. (^__^)

Thank you for sharing about the Mathematicians and their demands! I can understand how boring it must be, having to listen to proofs that you have no interest in. No one likes having to deal with things they have no interest in! Haha~

I hope you will be able to find a solution for the sonic index thing you are working on! I guess surfing through Youtube can really help you to gain some inspiration. Or you can try Google too!

Well, if you are still reading this, just know that I am not upset - like what I had mentioned at the beginning. It's a matter of trying to make out what you are trying to say... So, yup, I'm not upset. (^__^)

Take care and have a good weekend!
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Kimmie: random ! [whiteFLOWER][info]kaostic on June 15th, 2010 09:56 pm (UTC)
You can still contact me either over here or at Youtube, I don't really mind. I just hope that you understand the fact that I am actually having a hard time trying to make out what you are saying - without misunderstanding your intention. And there is no need for anymore apologies, so please don't be sorry for anything!
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